So....
I've just spent another weekend in my PJs, watching Romantic Comedies and feeling a little bit down. I feel like today has been a lesson at school in which I'm being educated about the mysteries of love and its many forms. No two love stories are the same but they still have that strong, powerful feeling. The same powerful and confusing feeling that I really miss and day-dream about.
-sigh- I don't want to grovel over the abscence of love in my life but its getting me pretty down, and I'm really not sure why to be honest. I've always wanted to pride myself over being independent but theres only so many times you can have that mind set.
You wouldn't imagine how many RomComs I've watched lately. Its tiring feeling like this!
Anyways..
A good week should be coming up. Carrying on working on my Final Major Project at UCA so it'll give me the chance to get lost in something :)
Life is great :) its just not complete.
Sophia x
Sunday 24 February 2013
Saturday 23 February 2013
Day 53 2013 The Gap in my life
Hey! So I know its been exactly a week since I posted on here last, but I feel that I have a lot more to talk about .
Its been a more relaxed week I would say :) But theres still this feeling of some thing missing within me. I miss having a relationship, feeling loved and someone worrying and looking after me. I keep watching Romantic Comedy films and it makes me more aware of the part that's missing. It would make more sense to avoid that type of movie completely for a while... but the trouble is, I'm addicted. I'm addicted and obessessed with the love stories, and the heart-aching feelings that they endure, but also the 'happily ever after' part which the main characters end up with as they walk towards the sunset.
Everything in my life is going really great. I'm finally feeling happy. My foundation course at UCA is going really well and I finish in less than 3 months, then I've got my place at Bucks New University for September. Textiles is still my absolute passion and I loved doing my textile internship with zoe, and I really want to do more and more. Most importantly, I have the greatest of friends who, although I don't see them often enough, I know we'll find our ways back to each other especially in the summer. The same with my family, I couldn't get by without them and my teenage moans with my mum and grandparents have disappeared :) I feel so much more matured in myself but theres still a long way to go.
Apart from all the great stuff which is going for me, that missing gap within me is like a small cut. Its only minor but when you focus on it for too long, it can feel like the most agonizing thing in the world. I'm not sure what to do with this feeling. One part of me wants a relationship and experience those amazing and at times cruel feelings; to have someone who loves me completely. However the other part tells me that its too early and right now I need to feel a little lost inorder to be found again later on.
Right now I'm focusing on my Final Major Project which is the very last part of my foundation course at UCA and I'm very excited about it :) Its the most crucial part as it actually gets graded, so no pressure!
I apologize if this sounds like a depressing post, but its raw feeling that I've had for a while now and it looks like its here to stay. I've wanted to tell someone about it, but its difficult when you're trying to not sound ungrateful for what you have, or sound rather depressed. I guess this is one reason why I like writing on this blog. Instead of bottling it up, I can spill it out to you and maybe even get some advice back.
If you do have any words of wisdom please let me know and share it with me. I could really do with a second opinion and the faith that everything will be okay.
Speak to you all soon
Sophia x
Its been a more relaxed week I would say :) But theres still this feeling of some thing missing within me. I miss having a relationship, feeling loved and someone worrying and looking after me. I keep watching Romantic Comedy films and it makes me more aware of the part that's missing. It would make more sense to avoid that type of movie completely for a while... but the trouble is, I'm addicted. I'm addicted and obessessed with the love stories, and the heart-aching feelings that they endure, but also the 'happily ever after' part which the main characters end up with as they walk towards the sunset.
Everything in my life is going really great. I'm finally feeling happy. My foundation course at UCA is going really well and I finish in less than 3 months, then I've got my place at Bucks New University for September. Textiles is still my absolute passion and I loved doing my textile internship with zoe, and I really want to do more and more. Most importantly, I have the greatest of friends who, although I don't see them often enough, I know we'll find our ways back to each other especially in the summer. The same with my family, I couldn't get by without them and my teenage moans with my mum and grandparents have disappeared :) I feel so much more matured in myself but theres still a long way to go.
Apart from all the great stuff which is going for me, that missing gap within me is like a small cut. Its only minor but when you focus on it for too long, it can feel like the most agonizing thing in the world. I'm not sure what to do with this feeling. One part of me wants a relationship and experience those amazing and at times cruel feelings; to have someone who loves me completely. However the other part tells me that its too early and right now I need to feel a little lost inorder to be found again later on.
Right now I'm focusing on my Final Major Project which is the very last part of my foundation course at UCA and I'm very excited about it :) Its the most crucial part as it actually gets graded, so no pressure!
I apologize if this sounds like a depressing post, but its raw feeling that I've had for a while now and it looks like its here to stay. I've wanted to tell someone about it, but its difficult when you're trying to not sound ungrateful for what you have, or sound rather depressed. I guess this is one reason why I like writing on this blog. Instead of bottling it up, I can spill it out to you and maybe even get some advice back.
If you do have any words of wisdom please let me know and share it with me. I could really do with a second opinion and the faith that everything will be okay.
Speak to you all soon
Sophia x
Saturday 16 February 2013
Day 46 2013 - Self Discovery
Hello :)
I know I haven't wrote anything on here in a while and I know I should really start getting back into the habit of it, but to be perfectly honest, life has started to take over :) And its certainly not a bad thing!
Heres just a quite update on how my week has been!
So..
Monday - I had my university interview at Bucks New University in High Wycombe! The day went really well; the interview was great and all the effort I put into my portfolio paid off :) I also looked around High Wycombe itself, which made me fall in love with the town and the idea of studying there even more.
Tuesday - I was busy getting my garment ready for the fashion show on friday. This meant an early start but ended quite early with the decision to leave uni to go for a meal at pizza hut! It was lovely being able to relax and have a laugh :) So it was a nice perk up for the rest of the busy week ahead. Even more so once I got home as well! As I was checking my emails, I found one email from UCAS. I opened the email. I discovered that Bucks New University have given me a place for September! :)
Wednesday - My last day of my internship with Zoe Murphy! I felt a bit sad but realised how much I learnt during my month of Wednesdays there :) Zoe has been so inspiring, and I even gave her a thank you card; in exchange she wrote in my leavers book. Then it was the long travel back home. :)
Thursday - Another busy day for me to finish off my garment for the fashion show. I felt a little stressed out but also looking forward to the end of the week! :)
Friday - The whole day was focused on preparing my model for the fashion how; which included hair, make-up as well as styling! As it was something I've never done before, I did have to get more model to help me out a couple of times; thank goodness we were friends! :) Despite having to sort out my model for the show, I was also modelling for it which meant lots of faffing and rushing around. However I found it a lot of fun which was great! :)
My Styled Model and Garment!
With the university interview and fashion show now out of the way, I just need to focus on getting all of my previous project work sorted for my assessment week appointment on Tuesday :)
After Tuesday, my focus will also be on my Final Major Project for uni! The Final Major Project is the most crucial part of the course as its what you actually get graded on, so I really need to give it my all!
Today :)
So after having a very busy week, I decided to spend my whole day in my PJs and watch Romantic Comedy films :) Instead of making me feel depressed and lonely, its made me feel optimistic and open to opportunity with love. Without love, life can seem very dull and lonely and is something we all need.
I've decided to stick with my Single Girl's To-Do list, and make it more official :) Always open to any opportunities which come with each activity on the list :)
Speak Soon
Sophia x
I know I haven't wrote anything on here in a while and I know I should really start getting back into the habit of it, but to be perfectly honest, life has started to take over :) And its certainly not a bad thing!
Heres just a quite update on how my week has been!
So..
Monday - I had my university interview at Bucks New University in High Wycombe! The day went really well; the interview was great and all the effort I put into my portfolio paid off :) I also looked around High Wycombe itself, which made me fall in love with the town and the idea of studying there even more.
Tuesday - I was busy getting my garment ready for the fashion show on friday. This meant an early start but ended quite early with the decision to leave uni to go for a meal at pizza hut! It was lovely being able to relax and have a laugh :) So it was a nice perk up for the rest of the busy week ahead. Even more so once I got home as well! As I was checking my emails, I found one email from UCAS. I opened the email. I discovered that Bucks New University have given me a place for September! :)
Wednesday - My last day of my internship with Zoe Murphy! I felt a bit sad but realised how much I learnt during my month of Wednesdays there :) Zoe has been so inspiring, and I even gave her a thank you card; in exchange she wrote in my leavers book. Then it was the long travel back home. :)
Thursday - Another busy day for me to finish off my garment for the fashion show. I felt a little stressed out but also looking forward to the end of the week! :)
Friday - The whole day was focused on preparing my model for the fashion how; which included hair, make-up as well as styling! As it was something I've never done before, I did have to get more model to help me out a couple of times; thank goodness we were friends! :) Despite having to sort out my model for the show, I was also modelling for it which meant lots of faffing and rushing around. However I found it a lot of fun which was great! :)
My Styled Model and Garment!
With the university interview and fashion show now out of the way, I just need to focus on getting all of my previous project work sorted for my assessment week appointment on Tuesday :)
After Tuesday, my focus will also be on my Final Major Project for uni! The Final Major Project is the most crucial part of the course as its what you actually get graded on, so I really need to give it my all!
Today :)
So after having a very busy week, I decided to spend my whole day in my PJs and watch Romantic Comedy films :) Instead of making me feel depressed and lonely, its made me feel optimistic and open to opportunity with love. Without love, life can seem very dull and lonely and is something we all need.
I've decided to stick with my Single Girl's To-Do list, and make it more official :) Always open to any opportunities which come with each activity on the list :)
Speak Soon
Sophia x
Tuesday 12 February 2013
Day 42 2013 - University Update
Hello People!
Update
The interview at Bucks New University went really well! I'm really glad I've got to do one interview and feel pretty confident that I've got a place :) Textiles and Surface Design here I come!
I'm expecting a definite answer by the end of the this week or the start of next week, but I'll definitely keep you all informed :)
Another busy for me it seems with UCA stuff. However I think I'm a little more organized now with everything so it should be okay!
Speak soon!
Sophia x
Update
The interview at Bucks New University went really well! I'm really glad I've got to do one interview and feel pretty confident that I've got a place :) Textiles and Surface Design here I come!
I'm expecting a definite answer by the end of the this week or the start of next week, but I'll definitely keep you all informed :)
Another busy for me it seems with UCA stuff. However I think I'm a little more organized now with everything so it should be okay!
Speak soon!
Sophia x
Sunday 10 February 2013
Day 40 2013 - I've been really busy..
Hey guys..
I'm really sorry for not doing any blogs for the whole week! However it means that I have a lot more to tell you all :) Its great that people have still been reading the blog; hope you find it useful and entertaining!
My Week
University Portfolio
Been an extremely busy week for me! I have my university interview at Bucks New University tomorrow so I've been staying up early hours of the morning throughout the week to get my portfolio done for the interview.
As I currently write, I've got 4 boards left to do which is great! I also need to sort out the sketchbooks I'm taking but other than that, everything is good :)
Current Project
Its my last week to finish off everything for 'Vibrant Vintage' ... no pressure!
I still haven't really started my sketchbook so I need to get on top of that as soon as possible. I'm so busy with everything! I need sleep badly :/
To finish off the project, we're running a fashion show to display everyones work which I'm super excited about :) I've volunteered myself to be one of the catwalk models; something I've never done before so it should be interesting experience!
Assessment Week Coming up!
As well as finishing this current project, I also need to sort out of the boards and work that I've done so far for assessment week... -sighs- Its a lot of work to get done during the day so I'll have to carry on staying up late to get it all done - yay me!
Thinking about the Final Major Project
I've come to the crucial part of the course where I actually get graded... so even more work piled on my plate at the moment.. But I've been really excited about getting to this part so wooo! :)
Despite all the work, I have been able to squeeze in seeing friends and...
Theres A Guy (s)
:)
Anyways.... I'll tell you all about how the interview goes tomorrow, so look out for that!
Sophia x
I'm really sorry for not doing any blogs for the whole week! However it means that I have a lot more to tell you all :) Its great that people have still been reading the blog; hope you find it useful and entertaining!
My Week
University Portfolio
Been an extremely busy week for me! I have my university interview at Bucks New University tomorrow so I've been staying up early hours of the morning throughout the week to get my portfolio done for the interview.
As I currently write, I've got 4 boards left to do which is great! I also need to sort out the sketchbooks I'm taking but other than that, everything is good :)
Current Project
Its my last week to finish off everything for 'Vibrant Vintage' ... no pressure!
I still haven't really started my sketchbook so I need to get on top of that as soon as possible. I'm so busy with everything! I need sleep badly :/
To finish off the project, we're running a fashion show to display everyones work which I'm super excited about :) I've volunteered myself to be one of the catwalk models; something I've never done before so it should be interesting experience!
Assessment Week Coming up!
As well as finishing this current project, I also need to sort out of the boards and work that I've done so far for assessment week... -sighs- Its a lot of work to get done during the day so I'll have to carry on staying up late to get it all done - yay me!
Thinking about the Final Major Project
I've come to the crucial part of the course where I actually get graded... so even more work piled on my plate at the moment.. But I've been really excited about getting to this part so wooo! :)
Despite all the work, I have been able to squeeze in seeing friends and...
Theres A Guy (s)
:)
Anyways.... I'll tell you all about how the interview goes tomorrow, so look out for that!
Sophia x
Sunday 3 February 2013
Day 34 2013 - Career Advisor/ Helping a Friend
Today I met up with my friend Aidan, who I've been close friends with since we were both 4 years of age! So it was really nice catching up with him on the beach and around our local town.
We decided to hang out in the local Costa Cafe and catch-up properly.
Although everthing was great with me, Aidan seemed a bit all over the place with deciding on what he actually wanted to do with his life career-wise. So I helped, naturally!
After helping him plan out a couple of career choices for him, including on what qualifications he needed to do the courses for each choice, I felt really awesome! I've helped him find his career pathway and, potentially his life pathway!
Friend Helped 2013 - 2
Sophia x
We decided to hang out in the local Costa Cafe and catch-up properly.
Although everthing was great with me, Aidan seemed a bit all over the place with deciding on what he actually wanted to do with his life career-wise. So I helped, naturally!
After helping him plan out a couple of career choices for him, including on what qualifications he needed to do the courses for each choice, I felt really awesome! I've helped him find his career pathway and, potentially his life pathway!
Friend Helped 2013 - 2
Sophia x
Saturday 2 February 2013
Day 33 2013 - Starting my Single Girl's To-do List
Hi There :)
I've had a great day with my mum, who I care about loads! Went shopping and ate loads of food - Woo!
Came home and chilled out for the evening. Started to get slightly bored and then BAM! this happened -
I sort of like it.....
Anyways!
My Single Girl's To-Do List
So. I like doing things in a specific order, especially when it comes to a list! -How very OCD!-
First one and Second one
Spend more times with friends and family :) Aww.
I have an idea!
Due to the fact I'll be going to Bucks New University in High Wycombe in September, It would be a great idea to spend as much time as possible with people before I go. Things are going to get even tougher in the way of textile work and meeting my friends down here will become even harder, so its best to make as many memories as possible!
I hope to spend and make some sort of memory with everyone on my facebook friend list!
Wish me Luck!
Sophia
I've had a great day with my mum, who I care about loads! Went shopping and ate loads of food - Woo!
Came home and chilled out for the evening. Started to get slightly bored and then BAM! this happened -
I sort of like it.....
Anyways!
My Single Girl's To-Do List
So. I like doing things in a specific order, especially when it comes to a list! -How very OCD!-
First one and Second one
Spend more times with friends and family :) Aww.
I have an idea!
Due to the fact I'll be going to Bucks New University in High Wycombe in September, It would be a great idea to spend as much time as possible with people before I go. Things are going to get even tougher in the way of textile work and meeting my friends down here will become even harder, so its best to make as many memories as possible!
I hope to spend and make some sort of memory with everyone on my facebook friend list!
Wish me Luck!
Sophia
Friday 1 February 2013
Day 32 2013 - Making a To-do list
Today
A highly successful day today with both my university portfolio and my new UCA project, 'Vibrant Vintage'! :) I seem to be on a roll with it and things are definitely looking brighter :)
I'm in such a better mood about university! :D :)
However... I keep having these feelings of emptyness. Its like something is missing and it makes me feel a little bit sad. I'm not sure if its due to not being in a relationship, but it definitely needs to be removed from my life.
Inspiration
Hopefully you'll remember about a book that I told you about, not too long ago! Its called 'The Single Girl's to-do List' and has really inspired me to not just enter into a relationship for the sake of not being loney.
I have constructed a to-do list which has 42 things to do whilst I'm still single. I found all of the things to do on the internet! I probably won't complete all 42 things to do before the end of the year, but I'm going to try!
Theres nothing like committing yourself to something which could potentially change your life forever! I feel that doing this to-do list will be really helpful in the idea of having fun, being young, and finding even more about myself :)
Lets Begin
The To-Do List
1. Spend time with friends. Many couples lament the fact that they don’t have time to spend with their friends once they are part of a couple, so take advantage of this while you are single.
2. Spend more time with family. Again, being part of a couple can mean choosing to spend less time with your family, so enjoy them selfishly until,then.
3. Travel. Visit exotic destinations and enjoy being free and single. Consider singles cruises or other package holidays for single people, and use it as an excuse to make new friends.
4. Take up a new hobby. Instead of moping over being single, fill your time by learning to do something new and fun, such as surfing or knitting.
5. Do more charity work. Devote yourself to helping others, and it will help you appreciate your life a lot more.
6. Learn to appreciate yourself. If you think highly of yourself, so will others, including any potential suitors.
7. Conquer a fear. Building confidence is important for many reasons, especially attracting a partner. Learn to skydive or climb a mountain, and you will love how it feels to be brave!
8. Join a gym. Working on your health is always beneficial, and it will make you feel great.
9. Start a book club, or join one. Take time to enjoy books and share them with others.
10. Keep a journal. If writing a story is not for you, keep a journal of your experiences and emotions. You can gain a lot of insight into yourself by looking back through it at different points in your life.
11. Plant a garden. Grow fresh fruits and vegetables and share them with your friends and family. Or give extra produce to a food bank, and feel good for helping.
12. Get a job or change your career. Find your calling and do it, whether it means getting a degree and a better job, or taking on a less stressful one.
13. Take a cooking class. This can make you self sufficient in the kitchen, and a real catch, too!
14. Become a Big Brother or Big Sister. Spend your time mentoring at risk youth and make a difference in the world.
15. Create something new. Whether you invent something or paint a picture, the act of creation is very fulfilling and enjoyable.
16. Catch up on your sleep. Get enough sleep to feel refreshed and ready for life’s challenges.
17. Go to church. If you don’t have one, try a few out to see if they meet your spiritual needs.
18. Learn about other religions. Educating yourself about the beliefs of others can make you very open minded.
19. Grab another single friend and go for drinks or a coffee.
20. Invite all of your single friends out for a night on the town. Remember to drink responsibly and have a designated driver!
21. Have a singles only movie night at home. Pop some popcorn and put on a marathon of Bridget Jones movies, or anything that makes you laugh.
22. Bake some goodies and give them to friends and coworkers. Doing something nice for others will always make you smile.
23. Go to the movies for a matinée. Take a friend, or go alone, and enjoy!
24. Plan a dream vacation, then go there! You don’t have to be part of a couple to enjoy paradise.
25. Cook a meal for your single friends and have a dinner party.
26. Organize a party for yourself or someone you know. Enjoy the planning process, and the result!
27. Go to a wine and cheese tasting event. Spoil yourself by buying a bottle of whatever you liked best, then impress your friends with your new found knowledge!
28. Take dance lessons. No partner needed, since you will likely be paired with someone at the same skill level.
29. Visit a museum and take the time to truly appreciate what you see.
30. Grab a friend and go for a long drive in the countryside. Just go wherever the road takes you!
31. Have a singles picnic. Everyone can bring a dish, and do some match making!
32. Offer to babysit for a couple with children so that they can have a night out. They will appreciate you for it!
33. Buy something nice for yourself.
34. Spend time with a couple. Really watching how others relate can make you appreciate being single!
35. Put some adventure in your life! Visit the pyramids, dive with sharks, do something daring!
36. Learn self defense, especially if you are a single woman. Don’t rely on someone else to protect you in times of danger.
37. Move to a new city. If this is too drastic, try visiting one for a week or two. Challenge yourself with a change of scenery.
38. Learn to enjoy your own company. You will really appreciate learning about yourself when you find yourself identified as part of a couple later on.
39. Get a pet! Save a life and rescue a dog or cat from a shelter. It will change both your lives!
40. Buy yourself flowers and chocolates.
41. Challenge yourself to try something new every day.
42. Love yourself more, other people will like you better if you like yourself first.
So there we go!
It would be great to do this list in order at first and then seeing where it takes me :)
I hope this inspires you to make a list <3
Sophia x
A highly successful day today with both my university portfolio and my new UCA project, 'Vibrant Vintage'! :) I seem to be on a roll with it and things are definitely looking brighter :)
I'm in such a better mood about university! :D :)
However... I keep having these feelings of emptyness. Its like something is missing and it makes me feel a little bit sad. I'm not sure if its due to not being in a relationship, but it definitely needs to be removed from my life.
Inspiration
Hopefully you'll remember about a book that I told you about, not too long ago! Its called 'The Single Girl's to-do List' and has really inspired me to not just enter into a relationship for the sake of not being loney.
I have constructed a to-do list which has 42 things to do whilst I'm still single. I found all of the things to do on the internet! I probably won't complete all 42 things to do before the end of the year, but I'm going to try!
Theres nothing like committing yourself to something which could potentially change your life forever! I feel that doing this to-do list will be really helpful in the idea of having fun, being young, and finding even more about myself :)
Lets Begin
The To-Do List
1. Spend time with friends. Many couples lament the fact that they don’t have time to spend with their friends once they are part of a couple, so take advantage of this while you are single.
2. Spend more time with family. Again, being part of a couple can mean choosing to spend less time with your family, so enjoy them selfishly until,then.
3. Travel. Visit exotic destinations and enjoy being free and single. Consider singles cruises or other package holidays for single people, and use it as an excuse to make new friends.
4. Take up a new hobby. Instead of moping over being single, fill your time by learning to do something new and fun, such as surfing or knitting.
5. Do more charity work. Devote yourself to helping others, and it will help you appreciate your life a lot more.
6. Learn to appreciate yourself. If you think highly of yourself, so will others, including any potential suitors.
7. Conquer a fear. Building confidence is important for many reasons, especially attracting a partner. Learn to skydive or climb a mountain, and you will love how it feels to be brave!
8. Join a gym. Working on your health is always beneficial, and it will make you feel great.
9. Start a book club, or join one. Take time to enjoy books and share them with others.
10. Keep a journal. If writing a story is not for you, keep a journal of your experiences and emotions. You can gain a lot of insight into yourself by looking back through it at different points in your life.
11. Plant a garden. Grow fresh fruits and vegetables and share them with your friends and family. Or give extra produce to a food bank, and feel good for helping.
12. Get a job or change your career. Find your calling and do it, whether it means getting a degree and a better job, or taking on a less stressful one.
13. Take a cooking class. This can make you self sufficient in the kitchen, and a real catch, too!
14. Become a Big Brother or Big Sister. Spend your time mentoring at risk youth and make a difference in the world.
15. Create something new. Whether you invent something or paint a picture, the act of creation is very fulfilling and enjoyable.
16. Catch up on your sleep. Get enough sleep to feel refreshed and ready for life’s challenges.
17. Go to church. If you don’t have one, try a few out to see if they meet your spiritual needs.
18. Learn about other religions. Educating yourself about the beliefs of others can make you very open minded.
19. Grab another single friend and go for drinks or a coffee.
20. Invite all of your single friends out for a night on the town. Remember to drink responsibly and have a designated driver!
21. Have a singles only movie night at home. Pop some popcorn and put on a marathon of Bridget Jones movies, or anything that makes you laugh.
22. Bake some goodies and give them to friends and coworkers. Doing something nice for others will always make you smile.
23. Go to the movies for a matinée. Take a friend, or go alone, and enjoy!
24. Plan a dream vacation, then go there! You don’t have to be part of a couple to enjoy paradise.
25. Cook a meal for your single friends and have a dinner party.
26. Organize a party for yourself or someone you know. Enjoy the planning process, and the result!
27. Go to a wine and cheese tasting event. Spoil yourself by buying a bottle of whatever you liked best, then impress your friends with your new found knowledge!
28. Take dance lessons. No partner needed, since you will likely be paired with someone at the same skill level.
29. Visit a museum and take the time to truly appreciate what you see.
30. Grab a friend and go for a long drive in the countryside. Just go wherever the road takes you!
31. Have a singles picnic. Everyone can bring a dish, and do some match making!
32. Offer to babysit for a couple with children so that they can have a night out. They will appreciate you for it!
33. Buy something nice for yourself.
34. Spend time with a couple. Really watching how others relate can make you appreciate being single!
35. Put some adventure in your life! Visit the pyramids, dive with sharks, do something daring!
36. Learn self defense, especially if you are a single woman. Don’t rely on someone else to protect you in times of danger.
37. Move to a new city. If this is too drastic, try visiting one for a week or two. Challenge yourself with a change of scenery.
38. Learn to enjoy your own company. You will really appreciate learning about yourself when you find yourself identified as part of a couple later on.
39. Get a pet! Save a life and rescue a dog or cat from a shelter. It will change both your lives!
40. Buy yourself flowers and chocolates.
41. Challenge yourself to try something new every day.
42. Love yourself more, other people will like you better if you like yourself first.
So there we go!
It would be great to do this list in order at first and then seeing where it takes me :)
I hope this inspires you to make a list <3
Sophia x
Thursday 31 January 2013
Day 31 2013 - Close Call
So there's this guy....
Not the usual introduction in my blog posts, but I feel like I really need to tell about this encounter and how its made me feel about myself. I think its definitely a sign of maturing and something I hope that you will keep in mind when in the same situation. Listen and Learn <3
Okay so basically there's this guy at my uni who I've known for a while and has seemed really nice whenever I've spoken to him face to face. He's an attractive guy and is quite cool, however he also hangs out with this slightly rude/big ego group of people. Nonetheless, I added him on facebook and we've been speaking everyday since. Heres the part I really want you to focus on - Since adding him and speaking to him, I've developed some feelings for him; almost like a 'spark'. Well.. I did until just now.
From a fan of 'He's Just Not That Into You', I've learnt a lot about this supposed 'spark'. The bottom line is - It doesn't exist. Its merely the excitment of drama and that mysterious/not knowing feeling of whether a relationship will blossom or not. Its like being in love with the drama instead of the person you're trying to win over, and usually, it ends up that we get hurt - the ones who feel the spark in the first place. Well not me, not this time!
As I was saying, this guy is really nice! But our conversations are a light awkward and he doesn't seem to be good with deepness of feelings; which isn't really what I'm look for. I think I've just been engrossed in the drama and that wonderous feeling of whether something will work out of not :) However, I've recognized it and have saved myself a whole lot of heart-break! Wooo!
P.S - If you are on the search of that special someone, consider who makes you feel great. Who gives you goosebumps? Who is the guy that you constantly wonder about or love hanging out with? You never know, Mr Right might have always been there :)
Update - My Feelings on University
Today I had a breakdown! :D
No seriously, this is good news! I'll explain...
I've been told that coming from being the head of your class in textiles throughout GCSE and A Level, and then doing the Fashion/Textile pathway in a Foundation Diploma is a whole different ball game. Suddenly you're at the same level as everyone else and its blooming hard work! But its worth it :) However, to do the transition from A Level to Foundation level, you have to have a break-down, which is exactly what has happened to me today.
I've been so down about my work but I feel a lot more better :) Theres still loads to be done however!
Going to be a tough couple of weeks
Sophia x
Not the usual introduction in my blog posts, but I feel like I really need to tell about this encounter and how its made me feel about myself. I think its definitely a sign of maturing and something I hope that you will keep in mind when in the same situation. Listen and Learn <3
Okay so basically there's this guy at my uni who I've known for a while and has seemed really nice whenever I've spoken to him face to face. He's an attractive guy and is quite cool, however he also hangs out with this slightly rude/big ego group of people. Nonetheless, I added him on facebook and we've been speaking everyday since. Heres the part I really want you to focus on - Since adding him and speaking to him, I've developed some feelings for him; almost like a 'spark'. Well.. I did until just now.
From a fan of 'He's Just Not That Into You', I've learnt a lot about this supposed 'spark'. The bottom line is - It doesn't exist. Its merely the excitment of drama and that mysterious/not knowing feeling of whether a relationship will blossom or not. Its like being in love with the drama instead of the person you're trying to win over, and usually, it ends up that we get hurt - the ones who feel the spark in the first place. Well not me, not this time!
As I was saying, this guy is really nice! But our conversations are a light awkward and he doesn't seem to be good with deepness of feelings; which isn't really what I'm look for. I think I've just been engrossed in the drama and that wonderous feeling of whether something will work out of not :) However, I've recognized it and have saved myself a whole lot of heart-break! Wooo!
P.S - If you are on the search of that special someone, consider who makes you feel great. Who gives you goosebumps? Who is the guy that you constantly wonder about or love hanging out with? You never know, Mr Right might have always been there :)
Update - My Feelings on University
Today I had a breakdown! :D
No seriously, this is good news! I'll explain...
I've been told that coming from being the head of your class in textiles throughout GCSE and A Level, and then doing the Fashion/Textile pathway in a Foundation Diploma is a whole different ball game. Suddenly you're at the same level as everyone else and its blooming hard work! But its worth it :) However, to do the transition from A Level to Foundation level, you have to have a break-down, which is exactly what has happened to me today.
I've been so down about my work but I feel a lot more better :) Theres still loads to be done however!
Going to be a tough couple of weeks
Sophia x
Wednesday 30 January 2013
Day 30 2013 - Internship
I really enjoyed today; sanding handles for her post-war furniture as well as her new wall hanging birds! I felt that this week, I was more part of the making processes of her products which I liked. I don't want the internship to end!
I was also able to help Zoe make up cups of colour that she's already used on her chest of drawers. She ran out of the colours she used, and so I had to do my best to re-make the colour :)
Zoe also showed me her portfolio which has work from her Foundation diploma and university! It was quite funny to see how similar Zoe and I have worked in the idea of our indivdual use of colour and the processes we use a lot throughout our work. For instance, Zoe uses quite a lot of neon colours which I choose a lot more subtle and pastel-like. Zoe produces a lot of print work with little bits of sewing and embroidery whilst I'm the exact opposite!
:D A good day!
Sophia x
Tuesday 29 January 2013
Day 29 2013 - Being French.. apparently!
A bit of a weird post!
Today's main focus seemed to be the fact that I look French.... or just not English at all.
Feeling calm today :) especially with my university portfolio and our new project!
Tomorrow is the third day of my internship with Zoe Murphy so look out for that post tomorrow :)
Opportunity Alert!
I've been asked to write a two-page review about any textile event of my choice; if you have any suggestions please comment below! The review is for Sewing World magazine :)
Almost the end of January!?
Sophia x
Today's main focus seemed to be the fact that I look French.... or just not English at all.
Feeling calm today :) especially with my university portfolio and our new project!
Tomorrow is the third day of my internship with Zoe Murphy so look out for that post tomorrow :)
Opportunity Alert!
I've been asked to write a two-page review about any textile event of my choice; if you have any suggestions please comment below! The review is for Sewing World magazine :)
Almost the end of January!?
Sophia x
Monday 28 January 2013
Day 28 2013 - Hope
Today
1 - Had my critic presentation for my 'Floribunda' project; basically I show my work to some of my peers and the tutors, and get feedback on how I need to improve and what I need to work on.
- I got some good feedback!
However I still feel a little bit disappointed in myself because I know I didn't put 100% into the project.
2 - Started developing my ideas for our new project 'Vibrant Vintage'
I'm definitely going to give this project my all :)
3 - Had a really lovely conversation with a friend about everything in my life at the moment.
After catching up with her, I feel a little differently to relationships and being young.
Update
Although it feels great to have been given all of these lovely opportunities, I feel that my focus at this moment in my life should be about having fun, doing the things I love and not getting stressed.
Its awesome to have the determination to do well at something, but piling too much on my plate isn't healthy or fun at all. Its a slightly unrealistic resolution but I'm definitely going to keep going with my internships as I'm really enjoying it with Zoe Murphy.
I really think I need to drop the writing for magazines idea for a while, maybe come back to it later on in life.
After some thinking this evening, it would probably be good for me to be open for another relationship. I seriously need to realise I can't grow up before my time, and need to relax and be a bit more realistic about everything :)
Goals (because its always good to set yourself goals!)
My focus should be about
- Doing the best I can be on my UCA course, that means getting at least a Merit Grade (equivalent of a B grade)
- Carrying on doing my internships until I feel ready to venture out on my own
- Being open to a new relationship; because life is too hard loveless. <3
Sophia x
P.S. I feel that this blog has dramatically changed from being about textiles. The blog seems a bit more like a diary about life for someone who wants a lot of things, has lots of things, and has lost some things along the way.
I'm not sure if I should change the title of this blog, or keep it as it is but either way, I'm just giving you a glimpse into my life. My efforts of trying to suceed as well as being afraid of failing....
Maybe this is why I'm single.... :/ *sighs*
1 - Had my critic presentation for my 'Floribunda' project; basically I show my work to some of my peers and the tutors, and get feedback on how I need to improve and what I need to work on.
- I got some good feedback!
However I still feel a little bit disappointed in myself because I know I didn't put 100% into the project.
2 - Started developing my ideas for our new project 'Vibrant Vintage'
I'm definitely going to give this project my all :)
3 - Had a really lovely conversation with a friend about everything in my life at the moment.
After catching up with her, I feel a little differently to relationships and being young.
Update
Although it feels great to have been given all of these lovely opportunities, I feel that my focus at this moment in my life should be about having fun, doing the things I love and not getting stressed.
Its awesome to have the determination to do well at something, but piling too much on my plate isn't healthy or fun at all. Its a slightly unrealistic resolution but I'm definitely going to keep going with my internships as I'm really enjoying it with Zoe Murphy.
I really think I need to drop the writing for magazines idea for a while, maybe come back to it later on in life.
After some thinking this evening, it would probably be good for me to be open for another relationship. I seriously need to realise I can't grow up before my time, and need to relax and be a bit more realistic about everything :)
Goals (because its always good to set yourself goals!)
My focus should be about
- Doing the best I can be on my UCA course, that means getting at least a Merit Grade (equivalent of a B grade)
- Carrying on doing my internships until I feel ready to venture out on my own
- Being open to a new relationship; because life is too hard loveless. <3
Sophia x
P.S. I feel that this blog has dramatically changed from being about textiles. The blog seems a bit more like a diary about life for someone who wants a lot of things, has lots of things, and has lost some things along the way.
I'm not sure if I should change the title of this blog, or keep it as it is but either way, I'm just giving you a glimpse into my life. My efforts of trying to suceed as well as being afraid of failing....
Maybe this is why I'm single.... :/ *sighs*
Sunday 27 January 2013
Day 27 2013 - Chilling
As I've mentioned 'PJ Days' too many times, I thought I would title this post a little differently. It hasn't been the typical Sunday of me in my PJs doing work anyways, so there we go!
I actually had a lovely lie-in this morning and then, when I did decide to get up, I made a to-do list :)
Which looks something like this -
1. University Portfolio (Deadling - 10th February)
- Take in portfolio tomorrow to show tutors and sort out ASAP
2. 'Vibrant Vintage'
Print off pictures of installation
Do more primary drawings from installation
- Then develop drawings into stylistic designs.
3. Textile fabric/paper shoes
Emily - size 5
Chloe - size 4
Nadia - size 3
Its going to be a long and busy week for sure! But its great that I'm finally feeling that I'm sort of on top of things and not doubting myself about the uni work :)
I'm also really happy with the fact that people want me to make them a pair of my textile shoes! I'll be putting photos of them on this blog so you can see the final custom made ones :) So look out for that!
Helping People
I haven't really been focusing on helping other people on facebook like I was planning to. However I have agreed to help one of my friends make a music video; I will also post that on here once its all made! :)
Book Recommended
Although I'm now over the upsetting/angry/pissed off/confused mind set of coming out of a relationship, I came across a book called 'The Single Girl's To-do List' by Lindsey Kelk which I'm currently reading at the moment. The book really highlights the feelings of breaking-up and the journey of picking yourself up, dusting yourself off and starting fresh; which is something I've been doing for the last 3 months or so!
If you are newly single, this is probably the best book to read! Its a great source of inspiration whic encourages you to sort yourself out, go a little crazy, have an adventure and move-on; instead of sitting around feeling sorry for yourself <3
Us girls have to stick together! and to the guys, we need less jerks/arseholes and more gentleman! Make yourself known! <3
Sophia x
Saturday 26 January 2013
Day 25 and 26 2013 - I'm back!
Hello!
Finally sorted out my blog :) So expect the blog posts to carry on as normal for now :)
Day 25
Today I explored the vintage and posh, high-end parts of London - something which I thoroughly enjoyed and would love to do again!
The day started at 6pm and by quarter past 7, I was sitting in Costa in Canterbury
London
The first stop of our London Journey was Portobello Market! :D
Finally sorted out my blog :) So expect the blog posts to carry on as normal for now :)
Day 25
Today I explored the vintage and posh, high-end parts of London - something which I thoroughly enjoyed and would love to do again!
The day started at 6pm and by quarter past 7, I was sitting in Costa in Canterbury
Nothing like a hot chocolate and warm chocolate twist to start off the day!
London
The first stop of our London Journey was Portobello Market! :D
The World Famous Market in London which is said to be a high attraction for both tourists and Londoners. I absolutely loved being there! So much so that I actually brought a 1950s ox-blood leather suitcase, a sewing machine necklace, as well as bits and bobs for our new uni project - 'Vibrant Vintage'
During our browsing session in Portobello Market, We came across one of Kirstie Alsopp's shops; Kirstie's Vintage Home!
This was a very exciting moment when myself and a couple of friends saw this! However, we sadly didn't get to meet Kirstie Alsopp but never mind .
Our Second stop was on Bond Street, a highly expensive part of London where extremely attractive guys open the doors for you as you enter a shop and all somehow seem to be Italian!
The first thing I noticed was a small chocolate shop with this Macaroon pyramid!
Believe me, it wasn't cheap!
250 Macaroons = just over £1, 000, 000
Anyways, Bond Street was.. interesting and the hot guys in Chanel, Gucci, MaxMara, etc were definitely a highlight! Its definitely on my list of places I would like to go back to; for obvious reasons...
The third stop on our London journey was Somerset House!
We went to Tim Walker's exhibition, a fashion photograher who specialises in child-like, simplistic but really quirky work. I instantly loved the exhibition as the work was very similar to my own textiles/fine art work and style!
The work is so childhood-tale like and soft colours which I really love and inspire from!
If you are also interested in his work, heres a link to his website- http://timwalkerphotography.com/biography.php
After the amazing Tim Walker Exhibition, we also decided to go to Valentino's new exhibition which was good :) I'm not exactly a fashion-y person so it wasn't amazng to me but it was awesome to be able to say that I've been to it.
The exhibition was very good for inspiration of fabric manipulation however, so I did gain something from it :)
If you are a fashion-y person and would also to go to either the Tim Walker or Valentino, check out the Somerset House website - http://www.somersethouse.org.uk/fashion
Today was such an amazing and eye-opening day for me! especially as I had the idea in my mind that Amsterdam was the place to be for vintage markets and such. Seriously thinking about living in London now...
Day 26
As I have a free weekend, the pergamano class tutor is unfortunately ill so the class has been re-scheduled for next Saturday, I decided to take the time off by birthday shopping in Dover town. Something I haven't done in a while, and thanks to the shopping trip I can access the internet now an write this blog post for you! :)
I also met up with my writer friend, Emily and had a 'Costa Catch-up'! The thing about Emily is, I end up spilling my whole feelings to her and telling her my most precious secrets. I don't know why but she's just very easy to talk to, just like this blog.
However, I don't like speaking about my previous relationship and the feelings I have towards it on here as much... Only because I won't get any advice about it or some sort of reassurance from you. Maybe because of the fact that I want to forget about it, but theres that little bit of hope deep in the back of my mine which I haven't got rid of yet - who knows?
Update
Keeping the business idea on hold for a while and so now only focusing on being the best textile designer I can be through the help of my internships, experiences and, for now, my foundation course at University for the Creative Arts (UCA).
Although I've found the person I've always wanted to be, I'm slowly growing into what I really like and don't. This is something that I want to carry on doing before getting into any relationship.
No potential guys atm!
Loving Life :)
Sophia x
Thursday 24 January 2013
Day 21, 22, 23, 24 2013 - No Internet
Hello!
I know I haven't blogged for 4 days now and I'm really sorry about that! My laptop has decided to not let internet come through so I'm, unfortunately, not able to keep you in the know of what is going on. However I will be dealing with the situation as soon as possible!
I've been so busy getting this 'Floribunda' project for uni sorted which has meant many more PJ days and large amounts of hot chocolates drunk.
Update
Monday and Tuesday were both snow days, or 'PJ-and-running-around-getting-stuff-done Days' which weren't too bad! But I've finally finished the project - wooo! :) Now, as I write on the 24th at 13:17, I'm just waiting to have a critic appointment - so wish me luck!
Yesterday was the second day of my internship which is going so well! and I absolutely love it :)
Spent the day with another intern
- Cleaned up messy-paint pots and cut out Zoe Murphy logo promotion stickers which is a bit old-school but was still good practise.
- Also! Got to see behind-the-scenes of some of her wood artwork :)
The whole day was great and has made me feel really determined to start my own business. I get all excited and always end up in textiles-mode :)
Also!
I've received my university interview from Bucks New University in February! Which I'm really excited about :) The interview will be in February and is the only interview I'm having - so ... no pressure
Anyways :)
I'm going to London tomorrow to start a new project <3
We'll be going to Portabella Market and Bond Street and I'll be taking photos to put on here, so look out for the next post.
I don't know when I'll be writing next but it'll be soon I promise!
Thank you to everyone has been reading the blog - love you all <3
Sophia x
I know I haven't blogged for 4 days now and I'm really sorry about that! My laptop has decided to not let internet come through so I'm, unfortunately, not able to keep you in the know of what is going on. However I will be dealing with the situation as soon as possible!
I've been so busy getting this 'Floribunda' project for uni sorted which has meant many more PJ days and large amounts of hot chocolates drunk.
Update
Monday and Tuesday were both snow days, or 'PJ-and-running-around-getting-stuff-done Days' which weren't too bad! But I've finally finished the project - wooo! :) Now, as I write on the 24th at 13:17, I'm just waiting to have a critic appointment - so wish me luck!
Yesterday was the second day of my internship which is going so well! and I absolutely love it :)
Spent the day with another intern
- Cleaned up messy-paint pots and cut out Zoe Murphy logo promotion stickers which is a bit old-school but was still good practise.
- Also! Got to see behind-the-scenes of some of her wood artwork :)
The whole day was great and has made me feel really determined to start my own business. I get all excited and always end up in textiles-mode :)
Also!
I've received my university interview from Bucks New University in February! Which I'm really excited about :) The interview will be in February and is the only interview I'm having - so ... no pressure
Anyways :)
I'm going to London tomorrow to start a new project <3
We'll be going to Portabella Market and Bond Street and I'll be taking photos to put on here, so look out for the next post.
I don't know when I'll be writing next but it'll be soon I promise!
Thank you to everyone has been reading the blog - love you all <3
Sophia x
Sunday 20 January 2013
Day 20 2013 - PJ Day
Another slow and unexciting day... spent in my PJs however!
Only got 4 boards to do now for my 'Floribunda' project and due to the fact that UCA probably won't be open tomorrow, I'll be spending the day finishing the boards off! :) Hopefully with enough time to clean my room and play in the snow....always best to be optimistic I guess!
My Garden covered in pretty snow!
Only got 4 boards to do now for my 'Floribunda' project and due to the fact that UCA probably won't be open tomorrow, I'll be spending the day finishing the boards off! :) Hopefully with enough time to clean my room and play in the snow....always best to be optimistic I guess!
My Garden covered in pretty snow!
But despite wanting to go out and have a 'Snow Day', I had a 'PJ Day' instead which I've not had in a while! The day was very much taken advantage of - drinking hot chocolate, rushing around printing/photocopying, cutting and glueing and listening to music all in my onesie. :)
Which also meant taking up some of the living room! oops...
Productive but not very exciting day to report back on I'm afraid!
Maybe tomorrow will be better! :)
Sophia x
Saturday 19 January 2013
Day 19 2013 - Slow Day
Hello!
This isn't going to be a very long post because today has been a bit irrelevant to the blog!
Unfortunately, I didn't go to the pergamano textile class due to the snow ... however! It has been post-phoned for next Saturday :) So its definitely happening <3
Instead I attempted to get on with my boards for the 'Floribunda' project at uni (1/8 completed) and had an eye appointment, blah blah slightly long-sighted, blah blah.
A very slow day indeed but another day spent with my family :) <3
Sophia x
This isn't going to be a very long post because today has been a bit irrelevant to the blog!
Unfortunately, I didn't go to the pergamano textile class due to the snow ... however! It has been post-phoned for next Saturday :) So its definitely happening <3
Instead I attempted to get on with my boards for the 'Floribunda' project at uni (1/8 completed) and had an eye appointment, blah blah slightly long-sighted, blah blah.
A very slow day indeed but another day spent with my family :) <3
Sophia x
Friday 18 January 2013
Day 18 2013 - Short and Sweet
Update
I didn't go into UCA today to avoid risk of not being able to get home, so I finished off all of my fabric pieces and can/will start all my boards tomorrow :)
I'm supposed to be going to another pergamano class tomorrow (check out previous posts so you know what I'm on about!) The class is to help me write my first article for the online magazine of Hand/Eye :) However due to the amount of snow that is expected for tomorrow, I'm not sure if I will be able to go from Canterbury to Ramsgate!
But you'll find out in tomorrow's post! <3
Have fun and chilling
So once I finished off all my fabric samples (wooo!) I actually decided to spend some time with the siblings which feels great! :)
Playing Fruit Ninja Kinect, Logo the board game and then teaching my youngest sibling how to use a sewing machine! I felt a lot more chilled out about everything and I love spending time with them :)
During teaching my little sister on how to use a sewing machine, it really made me think about maybe teaching.. but! Going to focus on my textile and journalism internships at the moment :)
Everything is going so well at the moment!
I decided to chill out this evening and see how some of my friends on facebook were.
This weekend is going to be used to focus on getting my boards finished! but then... I may not even be going in for the deadline on Monday due to snow :/
Have to wait and see I guess!
Sophia x
I didn't go into UCA today to avoid risk of not being able to get home, so I finished off all of my fabric pieces and can/will start all my boards tomorrow :)
I'm supposed to be going to another pergamano class tomorrow (check out previous posts so you know what I'm on about!) The class is to help me write my first article for the online magazine of Hand/Eye :) However due to the amount of snow that is expected for tomorrow, I'm not sure if I will be able to go from Canterbury to Ramsgate!
But you'll find out in tomorrow's post! <3
Have fun and chilling
So once I finished off all my fabric samples (wooo!) I actually decided to spend some time with the siblings which feels great! :)
Playing Fruit Ninja Kinect, Logo the board game and then teaching my youngest sibling how to use a sewing machine! I felt a lot more chilled out about everything and I love spending time with them :)
During teaching my little sister on how to use a sewing machine, it really made me think about maybe teaching.. but! Going to focus on my textile and journalism internships at the moment :)
Everything is going so well at the moment!
I decided to chill out this evening and see how some of my friends on facebook were.
This weekend is going to be used to focus on getting my boards finished! but then... I may not even be going in for the deadline on Monday due to snow :/
Have to wait and see I guess!
Sophia x
Thursday 17 January 2013
Day 17 2013 - Back on Track
Why today was awesome
I am finally back on the ball - Sophia Welcome Back! wooo :)
In yesterdays post I wrote about my internship with Zoe Murphy, (if you haven't read it yet, please do as its totally relevant!) and all of the advice she gave me has made me feel 100% better about everything!
From being unsure about my 'Floribunda' project (flowers/florals based) throughout last week and the start of this week, I've now become much more confident and experimental with my work! I just feel so much more happier and inspired today which feels great :)
Also! Our deadline for the project was supposed to be tomorrow, so I had this whole plan set out of me doing an all-nighter to finish off the project... However, with all thanks to snow rumours its been post-phoned to Monday - what a relief!
Opportunity No 1.
I'm applying for a short course in Journalism for the Easter term which I'm really excited about!
Happy!!
Sophia x
I am finally back on the ball - Sophia Welcome Back! wooo :)
In yesterdays post I wrote about my internship with Zoe Murphy, (if you haven't read it yet, please do as its totally relevant!) and all of the advice she gave me has made me feel 100% better about everything!
Also! Our deadline for the project was supposed to be tomorrow, so I had this whole plan set out of me doing an all-nighter to finish off the project... However, with all thanks to snow rumours its been post-phoned to Monday - what a relief!
Opportunity No 1.
Happy!!
Sophia x
Wednesday 16 January 2013
Day 16 2013 - I'm Zoe Murphy's Intern :D
First day as Zoe Murphy's Intern
Today was great! It was amazing being able to see a proper textile business workspace for the first time :) and its definitely made me completely certain about running my own business.
My Jobs Today
- Sorted out all of Zoe's fabric scraps for patchwork
- Zoe had used a lot of tissue paper for a recent show so I had to save as much of is as possible so it could be used for other product packaging.
- Had to cut back boards for Zoe's prints
We also went for lunch in Ramsgate and did some fabric shopping! Something which I find incredibly addicting, maybe even more than clothes shopping...
I've learnt so much today on the textile business and the path I need to follow.
Inspiration
After asking Zoe many questions about her business and how it all came to be, she made me realise of how early I am to be doing it. As she said, I need to take full advantage of what Foundation year and my degree years will give me! I really just need to focus on becoming the best possible designer that I can be. So I now I feel so much better and I know what I'm doing now in relation to the business.
Always be open to new opportunities!
I'm so excited about doing it all over again next Wednesday!
About Zoe Murphy
(This was taken from http://www.margategallery.co.uk/artist/zoe-murphy)
Zoe is an enthusiastic recent graduate, who is optimistic about the potential of object re-use and uses good design to transform unwanted items of furniture and textiles.
Zoe employs her skills to print onto recycled interiors products using imagery inspired by her seaside home town. She uses the mix of urban and costal images from Margate such as faded Formica cafes, ‘Dreamland’ theme park, and a 1930′s cinema, in colourful and fun designs that encourage the idea of ‘Loving what belongs to us’ and promote pride in our belongings.
Her re-use of mid 19th Century furniture pieces such as Formica panels and Uniflex dressing tables reflects the nod to the 1950′s that her vibrant patterns and compositions embody. The range of textile prints that make up the fabric half of the collection are made from 100% recycled silks, most of which were once wedding dresses that have been carefully unpicked and printed over, utilising every scrap possible.
As well as having designed a range that is visually appealing, her work is also ethically strong and offers a more ecological alternative to the concerning fashion of ‘throw away’ designs of today. Her explorative use of print onto furniture is not something that is commonplace in design at the moment, and the methods that she employs as well as her consistent design ethos make her a promising young British talent.
If you haven't heard of Zoe, then you seriously need to check out her products!
http://www.zoemurphy.com/
http://zoemurphysblog.blogspot.co.uk/
Update
Helping the first person off my facebook friends list, I choose...
(AJG)
Look out for new 'helping hand' updates!
Bed with a smile!
Sophia x
Today was great! It was amazing being able to see a proper textile business workspace for the first time :) and its definitely made me completely certain about running my own business.
My Jobs Today
- Sorted out all of Zoe's fabric scraps for patchwork
- Zoe had used a lot of tissue paper for a recent show so I had to save as much of is as possible so it could be used for other product packaging.
- Had to cut back boards for Zoe's prints
We also went for lunch in Ramsgate and did some fabric shopping! Something which I find incredibly addicting, maybe even more than clothes shopping...
I've learnt so much today on the textile business and the path I need to follow.
Inspiration
After asking Zoe many questions about her business and how it all came to be, she made me realise of how early I am to be doing it. As she said, I need to take full advantage of what Foundation year and my degree years will give me! I really just need to focus on becoming the best possible designer that I can be. So I now I feel so much better and I know what I'm doing now in relation to the business.
Always be open to new opportunities!
I'm so excited about doing it all over again next Wednesday!
About Zoe Murphy
(This was taken from http://www.margategallery.co.uk/artist/zoe-murphy)
Zoe is an enthusiastic recent graduate, who is optimistic about the potential of object re-use and uses good design to transform unwanted items of furniture and textiles.
Zoe employs her skills to print onto recycled interiors products using imagery inspired by her seaside home town. She uses the mix of urban and costal images from Margate such as faded Formica cafes, ‘Dreamland’ theme park, and a 1930′s cinema, in colourful and fun designs that encourage the idea of ‘Loving what belongs to us’ and promote pride in our belongings.
Her re-use of mid 19th Century furniture pieces such as Formica panels and Uniflex dressing tables reflects the nod to the 1950′s that her vibrant patterns and compositions embody. The range of textile prints that make up the fabric half of the collection are made from 100% recycled silks, most of which were once wedding dresses that have been carefully unpicked and printed over, utilising every scrap possible.
As well as having designed a range that is visually appealing, her work is also ethically strong and offers a more ecological alternative to the concerning fashion of ‘throw away’ designs of today. Her explorative use of print onto furniture is not something that is commonplace in design at the moment, and the methods that she employs as well as her consistent design ethos make her a promising young British talent.
If you haven't heard of Zoe, then you seriously need to check out her products!
http://www.zoemurphy.com/
http://zoemurphysblog.blogspot.co.uk/
Update
Helping the first person off my facebook friends list, I choose...
(AJG)
Look out for new 'helping hand' updates!
Bed with a smile!
Sophia x
Tuesday 15 January 2013
Day 15 2013 - Dedication
Quick Update
Been working hard on getting the 'Floribunda' project at UCA done but its getting there! Just lots of late nights and early mornings.
Tomorrow is the first day of my internship with Zoe Murphy! So look out for tomorrows post!
Sorry this is short, so tired!
Much love to you all!
Sophia x
Been working hard on getting the 'Floribunda' project at UCA done but its getting there! Just lots of late nights and early mornings.
Tomorrow is the first day of my internship with Zoe Murphy! So look out for tomorrows post!
Sorry this is short, so tired!
Much love to you all!
Sophia x
Monday 14 January 2013
Day 14 2013 - Rethinking my goals for 2013
Update
Feeling so much better compared to last week! Its great when you have that one friend which you can laugh and be silly with! My friend Sophie (hey Soph! :p ) is exactly that kind of friend, she's pretty awesome to be honest! We actually met at the start of A Level Textiles and have been close friends ever since :) Definitely my textiles partner in crime. I couldn't imagine enjoying uni without her <3
Still need to focus on getting my work done for Thursday/Friday but its nothing impossible!
So I've been thinking...
Realistic Thoughts
Its 14 days into the new year and I can already feel the pressure of everything I've put on my plate. The realistic truth is simply this, I'm not ready to start a textile business. Thats it. I'm not going to put it off hold completely, but I just feel like I don't know enough and haven't had that much experience yet to be successful.
My Plan
I feel like I need to just gain more skills and exeperience for a couple of years, and then once I've completed my degree, take another look at the idea.
What I'm doing so far
Internship with Zoe Murphy
Writing Articles for online textile magazine HAND/EYE
Studying at University for the Creative Arts (UCA)
Helping others with their careers
Writing this blog - I still want to carry on writing this as I really enjoy it! Its a nice way to sort out the thoughts and ideas in my head and to help others in anyway I can.
My Adventure Continues!
Sophia x
Feeling so much better compared to last week! Its great when you have that one friend which you can laugh and be silly with! My friend Sophie (hey Soph! :p ) is exactly that kind of friend, she's pretty awesome to be honest! We actually met at the start of A Level Textiles and have been close friends ever since :) Definitely my textiles partner in crime. I couldn't imagine enjoying uni without her <3
Still need to focus on getting my work done for Thursday/Friday but its nothing impossible!
So I've been thinking...
Realistic Thoughts
Its 14 days into the new year and I can already feel the pressure of everything I've put on my plate. The realistic truth is simply this, I'm not ready to start a textile business. Thats it. I'm not going to put it off hold completely, but I just feel like I don't know enough and haven't had that much experience yet to be successful.
My Plan
I feel like I need to just gain more skills and exeperience for a couple of years, and then once I've completed my degree, take another look at the idea.
What I'm doing so far
Internship with Zoe Murphy
Writing Articles for online textile magazine HAND/EYE
Studying at University for the Creative Arts (UCA)
Helping others with their careers
Writing this blog - I still want to carry on writing this as I really enjoy it! Its a nice way to sort out the thoughts and ideas in my head and to help others in anyway I can.
My Adventure Continues!
Sophia x
Sunday 13 January 2013
Day 13 2013 - I love my sister!
Hello!
I don't really want to go into too much depth with this post, but today really made me appreciate my family members especially my sister.
My life isn't like everyone else's, I don't have the perfect family and live with my mum and dad. I don't even live with one of them, or any of my family members. My sister and I live with foster carers. We've been lucky enough to be kept together, and even more so to the fact that we've been with the same carers for 8 years.
I won't go into the reasons why we're in foster care. But the fact my sister has autism (I did mention this in a previous post!), sometimes questions arise of what would happen if things were different, but if I'm completely honest, I love my sister to bits and couldn't imagine my life without her! I well up with tears even thinking about it. She's such an inspiration in her own right. She's so creative and artistic, and has such a great humor that sometimes I wish I had some of her qualities.
Yes siblings fight, but that is completely normal! Sometimes you need to chill for a moment and appreciate the fact you have that person in your life. Make as many memories with them and take the arguments or sibling rivalry with a pinch of salt, and make things better again.
If you're reading this and have siblings, I hope this post makes you appreciate the people in your life!
Don't leave it too late to make things better
Sophia x
I don't really want to go into too much depth with this post, but today really made me appreciate my family members especially my sister.
My life isn't like everyone else's, I don't have the perfect family and live with my mum and dad. I don't even live with one of them, or any of my family members. My sister and I live with foster carers. We've been lucky enough to be kept together, and even more so to the fact that we've been with the same carers for 8 years.
I won't go into the reasons why we're in foster care. But the fact my sister has autism (I did mention this in a previous post!), sometimes questions arise of what would happen if things were different, but if I'm completely honest, I love my sister to bits and couldn't imagine my life without her! I well up with tears even thinking about it. She's such an inspiration in her own right. She's so creative and artistic, and has such a great humor that sometimes I wish I had some of her qualities.
Yes siblings fight, but that is completely normal! Sometimes you need to chill for a moment and appreciate the fact you have that person in your life. Make as many memories with them and take the arguments or sibling rivalry with a pinch of salt, and make things better again.
If you're reading this and have siblings, I hope this post makes you appreciate the people in your life!
Don't leave it too late to make things better
Sophia x
Saturday 12 January 2013
Day 12 2013 - London/Being a helping hand
London Trip
Today was such a great experience!
Got a bit of attention from a random guy who thought I looked really nice, and had good fashion sense which is nice :) He also thought I was French which was a bit odd but been told it before!
Highlight
I went to the Hollywood Costume Exhibition at the Victoria and Albert Museum today! It was amazing and so worth the trip. The whole exhibition is so inspiring and highlights the importance of costume througout film.
If you haven't gone yet, then definitely do so before the 27th January!
http://www.vam.ac.uk/content/exhibitions/exhibition-hollywood-costume/
Going back to yesterdays post
Referring back to the idea of just being yourself through clothes, music and happiness, today really made me think about the way actors and actresses portray characters in the a similar sort of way. In order for them to get into a specific character of a film; lets take My Fair Lady with Audrey Hepburn. She dresses in baggy, mis-matching clothes, and speaks in common English. Just from this she could be described as common, maybe even poor and unladylike due to the way she dresses throughout the film. Its this kind of impact that the film/cinematic world has on us, and its something which we don't
However this is the exact idea of what we as people should be doing when it comes to self-presentation. Be yourself and dress how you want to! Uniqueness and being geniune though clothing is a smarter and more mature idea than trying to be someone you're not and hating yourself for it <3
Helping Hand
So I've been helping a lot of my friends recently which is a great feeling! Its nice to know that made something better for someone or gave them a chance of an opportunity which has me thinking...
I've got 117 friends on facebook, so I was thinking of helping at least one person on facebook a week.
In order for you and me to keep track, I was going to put a "Friends Helped" update at the bottom of each post until I've helped all 117 :)
Will be starting this Monday!
If you like this idea, then maybe you should do the same? Helping out your friends is a great feeling, but helping out someone you don't really know is awesome! So much can come from it :)
You never know what opportunity could pop up
Sophia x
Today was such a great experience!
Got a bit of attention from a random guy who thought I looked really nice, and had good fashion sense which is nice :) He also thought I was French which was a bit odd but been told it before!
Highlight
I went to the Hollywood Costume Exhibition at the Victoria and Albert Museum today! It was amazing and so worth the trip. The whole exhibition is so inspiring and highlights the importance of costume througout film.
If you haven't gone yet, then definitely do so before the 27th January!
http://www.vam.ac.uk/content/exhibitions/exhibition-hollywood-costume/
Going back to yesterdays post
Referring back to the idea of just being yourself through clothes, music and happiness, today really made me think about the way actors and actresses portray characters in the a similar sort of way. In order for them to get into a specific character of a film; lets take My Fair Lady with Audrey Hepburn. She dresses in baggy, mis-matching clothes, and speaks in common English. Just from this she could be described as common, maybe even poor and unladylike due to the way she dresses throughout the film. Its this kind of impact that the film/cinematic world has on us, and its something which we don't
However this is the exact idea of what we as people should be doing when it comes to self-presentation. Be yourself and dress how you want to! Uniqueness and being geniune though clothing is a smarter and more mature idea than trying to be someone you're not and hating yourself for it <3
Helping Hand
So I've been helping a lot of my friends recently which is a great feeling! Its nice to know that made something better for someone or gave them a chance of an opportunity which has me thinking...
I've got 117 friends on facebook, so I was thinking of helping at least one person on facebook a week.
In order for you and me to keep track, I was going to put a "Friends Helped" update at the bottom of each post until I've helped all 117 :)
Will be starting this Monday!
If you like this idea, then maybe you should do the same? Helping out your friends is a great feeling, but helping out someone you don't really know is awesome! So much can come from it :)
You never know what opportunity could pop up
Sophia x
Friday 11 January 2013
Day 11 2013 - Helpfulness
Up-date
After a long hardworking week, I decided to chill for this evening!
Going to Victoria and Albert Museum tomorrow as there is a Hollywood Costume exhibition! So I'll be taking pictures of London which will be posted in tomorrow's post.
I've got so much going on!
- Internship with Zoe Murphy which will start on Wednesday
- Writing an article for HAND/EYE Magazine
- Trying to complete my "Floribunda" Product at UCA
- *NEW* Recently been asked to help make a music video by a friend. So I've got involved with that as well. I seem to be helping a lot of people which feels great! One of my most favorite things :)
Helping People
Nothing brings me more happiness than to help others and make them happy!
To know that you've done something which could positively have an impact on someone's career or life is just .... wow!
If you're having a bad day, at least try and make someone else's day good. You'll feel completely better about yourself.
Don't be selfish, sometimes its better to be selfless
Sophia x
After a long hardworking week, I decided to chill for this evening!
Going to Victoria and Albert Museum tomorrow as there is a Hollywood Costume exhibition! So I'll be taking pictures of London which will be posted in tomorrow's post.
I've got so much going on!
- Internship with Zoe Murphy which will start on Wednesday
- Writing an article for HAND/EYE Magazine
- Trying to complete my "Floribunda" Product at UCA
- *NEW* Recently been asked to help make a music video by a friend. So I've got involved with that as well. I seem to be helping a lot of people which feels great! One of my most favorite things :)
Helping People
Nothing brings me more happiness than to help others and make them happy!
To know that you've done something which could positively have an impact on someone's career or life is just .... wow!
If you're having a bad day, at least try and make someone else's day good. You'll feel completely better about yourself.
Don't be selfish, sometimes its better to be selfless
Sophia x
Thursday 10 January 2013
Day 10 2013 - Agony Aunt
Charging mountains
Today I was at UCA from half 8 to half 5 :) 9 hours of working and I'm exhausted!
I've finally sorted out my sketchbook and almost up-to-date. (If you haven't read the previous posts, basically I'm doing a textiles project about flowers which I had to start over the christmas break. However when I went back to UCA (University for the Creative Arts), I got told that my work wasn't good enough, so... yeah :( Had to start all over again -.-)
I feel so much more at ease! Its awesome what you can achieve if you put your mind to it :)
Plus, I've actually made the effort to get up early and stay after uni later so... maybe a new sense of maturity has appeared.
The difference between a tool-bag/stupid/idiotic/grrrrr ex boyfriend and my ex boyfriend
Setting the records straight
I know I've mentioned my previous relationship a little throughout the blog but this is something quite different!
Right at this moment, I still care about my ex boyfriend but its now turned into a good friend relationship which is pretty great :) We still speak on facebook and have a laugh, and I don't feel upset anymore. I've learnt so much about myself from him and hopefully I'll one day be better within the next relationship.
I think if you've also got out of a relationship and you've turned into good friends instead of hating on each other, you had a good one! Clearly you're a lot more stronger and mature than you thought and its always great to start fresh. Life is full of new beginnings and lessons learnt. <3
"Don't be sad because it ended, smile because it happened" Dr Seuss. :)
If you've got an ex boyfriend who is being a douche, forget him! Clearly he wasn't the right one and needs a few more years to grow up. But don't wait for him!
Life Goes On and you have to as well.
Girlie Advice!
Take a couple of days of releasing all your feelings onto a bit of paper. This piece of paper represents your relationship - write down everything you liked and didn't like about the relationship. Let yourself get upset and then throw the piece of paper into the past represented by the bin.
Its always good to look yourself in the mirror and question what you disliked about yourself in the relationship. Were you the person you wanted to be? Is there anything you wanted to do which you couldn't?
Don't see being single as being lonely. See it as freedom to find your true person, and do the stuff you wanted to do. If you don't like the way you are now, how do you expect anyone to like the true you if they can't see it?
Get hooked on a hobby, think about what you want to do with your life and take charge of it right now! Dress the way you want, listen and read what you want. Be your own person and who you really are, and not what other people expect you to be.
Once you get on that path, your adventure and fresh beginning starts :)
Never give up <3
I'm on that path now :)
Sophia x
Today I was at UCA from half 8 to half 5 :) 9 hours of working and I'm exhausted!
I've finally sorted out my sketchbook and almost up-to-date. (If you haven't read the previous posts, basically I'm doing a textiles project about flowers which I had to start over the christmas break. However when I went back to UCA (University for the Creative Arts), I got told that my work wasn't good enough, so... yeah :( Had to start all over again -.-)
I feel so much more at ease! Its awesome what you can achieve if you put your mind to it :)
Plus, I've actually made the effort to get up early and stay after uni later so... maybe a new sense of maturity has appeared.
The difference between a tool-bag/stupid/idiotic/grrrrr ex boyfriend and my ex boyfriend
Setting the records straight
I know I've mentioned my previous relationship a little throughout the blog but this is something quite different!
Right at this moment, I still care about my ex boyfriend but its now turned into a good friend relationship which is pretty great :) We still speak on facebook and have a laugh, and I don't feel upset anymore. I've learnt so much about myself from him and hopefully I'll one day be better within the next relationship.
I think if you've also got out of a relationship and you've turned into good friends instead of hating on each other, you had a good one! Clearly you're a lot more stronger and mature than you thought and its always great to start fresh. Life is full of new beginnings and lessons learnt. <3
"Don't be sad because it ended, smile because it happened" Dr Seuss. :)
If you've got an ex boyfriend who is being a douche, forget him! Clearly he wasn't the right one and needs a few more years to grow up. But don't wait for him!
Life Goes On and you have to as well.
Girlie Advice!
Take a couple of days of releasing all your feelings onto a bit of paper. This piece of paper represents your relationship - write down everything you liked and didn't like about the relationship. Let yourself get upset and then throw the piece of paper into the past represented by the bin.
Its always good to look yourself in the mirror and question what you disliked about yourself in the relationship. Were you the person you wanted to be? Is there anything you wanted to do which you couldn't?
Don't see being single as being lonely. See it as freedom to find your true person, and do the stuff you wanted to do. If you don't like the way you are now, how do you expect anyone to like the true you if they can't see it?
Get hooked on a hobby, think about what you want to do with your life and take charge of it right now! Dress the way you want, listen and read what you want. Be your own person and who you really are, and not what other people expect you to be.
Once you get on that path, your adventure and fresh beginning starts :)
Never give up <3
I'm on that path now :)
Sophia x
Wednesday 9 January 2013
Day 9 2013 - Working Woman
New Opportunities
I went to the Swanstitch textiles workshop! :3 Made friends with old ladies and learnt the start of Parchment Craft (or also known as Pergamano ) The craft is very much based around card designs; the art of embossing and the lace-effect on paper with specific tools.
For anyone who has never heard of the craft, please look out of my article! I will be posting it on here when its finished, and hopefully you'll be encouraged to try parchment craft for yourself.
Pergamano
I went to the Swanstitch textiles workshop! :3 Made friends with old ladies and learnt the start of Parchment Craft (or also known as Pergamano ) The craft is very much based around card designs; the art of embossing and the lace-effect on paper with specific tools.
For anyone who has never heard of the craft, please look out of my article! I will be posting it on here when its finished, and hopefully you'll be encouraged to try parchment craft for yourself.
Pergamano
Parchment paper (like tracing paper but thicker) With a design behind the paper, you trace your pattern with a chalk-based paint. Then you add a new dimension by using embossing tools (like shown above)
An example of what a finished pergamano design can look like!
Again, if you are interested then please look out for my article which I'll be putting on here at the end of the month <3
Update
I've been working my butt off!
- Finished my drawings
- Started my fabric manipulations I was supposed to do yesterday but couldn't because I had to start all over again on my work
- Did 10 collages and doing the other 10 tomorrow (going into UCA super early tomorrow)
Advice
Never regret a decison you made! Without it, you wouldn't be where you are now. Everything happens for a reason! <3
Sophia x
Tuesday 8 January 2013
Day 8 2013 - Resolving Issues
Quick Update
From being told that my work was rubbish yesterday, naturally I felt extremely annoyed with myself but also encouraged to have another go at it. So today I've been working on my 20 drawings and I've only just come to bed (England time - 1 pm in the morning) so.... dedication!
I've also set my alarm for 7 so I can get more done before i have to go to Deal for the textile workshop. I'm actually going to this one, I promise!
So check out for tomorrow's post :)
Sophia x
From being told that my work was rubbish yesterday, naturally I felt extremely annoyed with myself but also encouraged to have another go at it. So today I've been working on my 20 drawings and I've only just come to bed (England time - 1 pm in the morning) so.... dedication!
I've also set my alarm for 7 so I can get more done before i have to go to Deal for the textile workshop. I'm actually going to this one, I promise!
So check out for tomorrow's post :)
Sophia x
Monday 7 January 2013
Day 7 2013 - Remembering
Long Story Short
Today wasn't one of the best days at UCA
I messed up on starting the 'Floribunda' (flower) project, so I'm having to do it tonight! -sighs-
However!
January 2012 - I actually started another blog which I really want to share with you now:)
Its really strange for me to read back on it, especally with the fact I was head-over-heels with my boyfriend at the time as you'll discover. But I hope it will allow you to see into my life before this blog.
The blog of three posts shows me as a 17 with A Level coursework and boyfriend, as well as just acting like a teenager.
As I feel we're now friends, this is something I feel you need to see.
http://sophiefagg.blog.com/
Enjoy, and please tell me what you think! I would love for people to comment on here!
Sophia x
Today wasn't one of the best days at UCA
I messed up on starting the 'Floribunda' (flower) project, so I'm having to do it tonight! -sighs-
However!
January 2012 - I actually started another blog which I really want to share with you now:)
Its really strange for me to read back on it, especally with the fact I was head-over-heels with my boyfriend at the time as you'll discover. But I hope it will allow you to see into my life before this blog.
The blog of three posts shows me as a 17 with A Level coursework and boyfriend, as well as just acting like a teenager.
As I feel we're now friends, this is something I feel you need to see.
http://sophiefagg.blog.com/
Enjoy, and please tell me what you think! I would love for people to comment on here!
Sophia x
Sunday 6 January 2013
Day 6 2013 - Only Human
So.... I didn't do everything I wanted to do today.
I didn't go to the workshop
and
I didn't do my vlog
Some days I mis-plan stuff or life gets in the way, and today was one of them days . However if I'm completely honest to you, I feel scared!
I'll explain!
I didn't go to the workshop
The fact I've been giving the chance to write for a textile magazine, something which gives me goosebumps whenever I think about , is completely bonkers!
How is this even happening to me? When did things suddenly start going my way?
Its that reality which shakes me and makes me want to hide! But I guess this is only really the start, and I need to get myself focused if I want it enough.
I just never imagined it would happen to me
I didn't do my vlog
Ok, this is going to sound really silly!
I'm excited about doing the vlog :) I've always been interested by YouTubers and so I know what to do but....
Again, I'm scared! But not of the camera, I'm scared of you and what your judgement is of me. I'm simply scared you won't like me.
When I first fell in love with textiles, everyone was complimenting my work and they liked me for it. Which naturally made me happy, and it was nice to know that people liked me and its something I've never let go of.
The same with vlogging, I'm worried you won't think I'm funny or cool, or you just won't like me!
For 2013
I seriously need to remove this fear of not being liked and just 'charge the mountain'
Sorry for this disappointing post
However I do have a friend who is an amazing singer!
Daisy Kartreiber doing a cover of Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People <3
Sophia x
I didn't go to the workshop
and
I didn't do my vlog
Some days I mis-plan stuff or life gets in the way, and today was one of them days . However if I'm completely honest to you, I feel scared!
I'll explain!
I didn't go to the workshop
The fact I've been giving the chance to write for a textile magazine, something which gives me goosebumps whenever I think about , is completely bonkers!
How is this even happening to me? When did things suddenly start going my way?
Its that reality which shakes me and makes me want to hide! But I guess this is only really the start, and I need to get myself focused if I want it enough.
I just never imagined it would happen to me
I didn't do my vlog
Ok, this is going to sound really silly!
I'm excited about doing the vlog :) I've always been interested by YouTubers and so I know what to do but....
Again, I'm scared! But not of the camera, I'm scared of you and what your judgement is of me. I'm simply scared you won't like me.
When I first fell in love with textiles, everyone was complimenting my work and they liked me for it. Which naturally made me happy, and it was nice to know that people liked me and its something I've never let go of.
The same with vlogging, I'm worried you won't think I'm funny or cool, or you just won't like me!
For 2013
I seriously need to remove this fear of not being liked and just 'charge the mountain'
Sorry for this disappointing post
However I do have a friend who is an amazing singer!
Daisy Kartreiber doing a cover of Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People <3
Sophia x
Saturday 5 January 2013
Day 5 2013 - Quick Update
Hello!
Quick update
- Went fabric shopping in Canterbury
C and H Fabrics and The Sewing Shop
(Patterned fabric, calico, wadding)
Ready to start the first bag!
- Been working on my UCA Floribunda Project
Feeling like I'm all over the place at the moment
On the 13th one! (21:22pm)
Almost there!
-Tomorrow is the first textile workshop! The workshop is to help me write my first article for the online textiles magazine, HAND/EYE Magazine :)
Hoping to start my first vlog as well but if I'm honest, I'm super nervous!!
Busy Busy Busy!
Sophia x
Quick update
- Went fabric shopping in Canterbury
C and H Fabrics and The Sewing Shop
(Patterned fabric, calico, wadding)
Ready to start the first bag!
- Been working on my UCA Floribunda Project
Feeling like I'm all over the place at the moment
On the 13th one! (21:22pm)
Almost there!
-Tomorrow is the first textile workshop! The workshop is to help me write my first article for the online textiles magazine, HAND/EYE Magazine :)
Hoping to start my first vlog as well but if I'm honest, I'm super nervous!!
Busy Busy Busy!
Sophia x
Friday 4 January 2013
Thursday 3 January 2013
Day 3 2013 - Giving Advice from Todays Lessons
Sad Mood
Don't worry, I'm not going to bore you with details and make this a depressing post! I just feel like I need to give advice on something that I've learnt today about relationships.
I may not be in a relationship, but after today I've learnt why I'm definitely not in one!
Advice
To all the people who are single (recently or have been for a while) Heres a post especially for you! <3
When we're single and see happy couples, we tend to think about the stuff that we're missing out on. I know I do this a lot! However instead of looking at what you're not getting from a relationship, try to think more about the postives of being single. It seems to be the better option for me at the moment.
I simply have no time for a relationship, despite the joy of warm and fussy feelings of talking to the person who could potentially become my boyfriend. Love is a crazy feeling in my opinion but then, in the words of William Shakespeare - "Love is Blind"
Now just because I don't want a relationship, I really don't want this to discourage anyone who is thinking of going into one. But relationships are hard! I hope you make the right decisions and are happy! If you're unhappy in a relationship, then its a lot better to be unhappy single. Much Love to you all! <3
But then like most things, when its meant to be it will happen and life will carry on blissfully.
My Plan
As for me, I feel that until someone amazing comes along, all I can do is carry on with my goals and plans.
Although its not relevant, its just something I wanted to share and hopefully help someone :)
If you do have any questions for me, please don't hesitate to comment below!
Sophia x
Don't worry, I'm not going to bore you with details and make this a depressing post! I just feel like I need to give advice on something that I've learnt today about relationships.
I may not be in a relationship, but after today I've learnt why I'm definitely not in one!
Advice
To all the people who are single (recently or have been for a while) Heres a post especially for you! <3
I simply have no time for a relationship, despite the joy of warm and fussy feelings of talking to the person who could potentially become my boyfriend. Love is a crazy feeling in my opinion but then, in the words of William Shakespeare - "Love is Blind"
Now just because I don't want a relationship, I really don't want this to discourage anyone who is thinking of going into one. But relationships are hard! I hope you make the right decisions and are happy! If you're unhappy in a relationship, then its a lot better to be unhappy single. Much Love to you all! <3
But then like most things, when its meant to be it will happen and life will carry on blissfully.
My Plan
As for me, I feel that until someone amazing comes along, all I can do is carry on with my goals and plans.
Although its not relevant, its just something I wanted to share and hopefully help someone :)
If you do have any questions for me, please don't hesitate to comment below!
Sophia x
Wednesday 2 January 2013
Day 2 2013 - Ticking off To-Do's
My Day -
- Bright and early start (half 8 - Yes I know! -.- It should be illegal for anyone to be up at the time!)
- Actually got on with work! Halfway to finishing Wooo!
- Flowers, Flowers and more Flowers - drawing, painting and detailing.
As my university project at the moment is based around flowers (its called Floribunda - just don't ask) , I've really started looking towards the indie element of flowers and I've weirdly enough started wearing floral clothing!
I love flowers! haha
New Ideas
So every now and again I get inspired or a friend gives me an idea, today the same thing happened! Big Love for all my friends! Without you my days wouldn't burn so bright, you make me who I am :) <3
My lovely writer friend Emily gave me the idea of creating a Vlog (video + blog ) alongside this blog.
That way instead of me just telling you about what happened afterwards, you can be there whilst it happens!
I totally love this idea! :D <3
It'll be relatively easy to set up because I already have a YouTube Account so keep a look out for any updates!
Thank you Emily!
Sophia x
- Bright and early start (half 8 - Yes I know! -.- It should be illegal for anyone to be up at the time!)
- Actually got on with work! Halfway to finishing Wooo!
- Flowers, Flowers and more Flowers - drawing, painting and detailing.
As my university project at the moment is based around flowers (its called Floribunda - just don't ask) , I've really started looking towards the indie element of flowers and I've weirdly enough started wearing floral clothing!
I love flowers! haha
New Ideas
So every now and again I get inspired or a friend gives me an idea, today the same thing happened! Big Love for all my friends! Without you my days wouldn't burn so bright, you make me who I am :) <3
My lovely writer friend Emily gave me the idea of creating a Vlog (video + blog ) alongside this blog.
That way instead of me just telling you about what happened afterwards, you can be there whilst it happens!
I totally love this idea! :D <3
It'll be relatively easy to set up because I already have a YouTube Account so keep a look out for any updates!
Thank you Emily!
Sophia x
Tuesday 1 January 2013
Day 1 - 2013 Happy New Year!
Happy New Year Everyone!!
Jaunary
What to expect...
- Textile workshops at Swanstitch (Sewing shop) in Deal
- Going back to UCA (Spring Term)
- Start internship for Zoe Murphy
- Deadline for Textile article for HAND/EYE Magazine
- Going to start making my first bag
As I've already re-introduced myself, I'm not sure what else to tell you other that its going to be an extremely busy year! But I hope you stick with me through it :)
Some days I might not be able to post anything as it could be irrelevant to the whole blog. So instead of doing posts titled 'nothing to post', I just won't do one.
Hope you all enjoy the first day of 2013!
As for me... I'm spending it at a 70 year old's birthday party. Wooo!
Ciao
Sophia x
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